Nothing

Don't know why i wanted just to let out few stuff, i am here in my favorite place for writing and i just want to write because i have nothing else to do to feed my soul.
The main problem is that i have nothing planned to be written or am i ready to crack up my mind cause there's only 2 or 3 topics inside my head and sadly enough i can't share them with anyone and more sadly i can't handle them and the worst of all ... is that i feel lost.