Imagine ...

I lately realized that i use the word imagine so much in my videos my writiings, i don't know i feel that the word imagine is such a strong word that has a great impact on me or maybe the readers.

For me i imagine every day; what's life without imagination and imagining things that maybe real or sometimes they're not, for few moments of your life you may stop to imagine what's going on in your life what has been done or what's about to happen and specially when you think of tomorrow you can't do anything but imagine.

These two lines i wrote in the previous poem and these days i keep singing them in my mind.

Imagine you can turn around

For once in your life

And see all the beauty lying around

The river in you (*poem)

Time has come to start once again

and forget all the pain

like a river that's flowing inside

Time has come to forget the tears you hide

and time to move on like you always did

Like a river just a simple river

And it's flowing only in you

running through your heart

running through ur mind

running and ships are sailing in it so fast

Imagine you can just turn around

for once in your life

and see the beauty lying around

imagine you can just smile once again

and see everything nice and fare

Like a river just a simple river

and it's flowing through your soul

making you smile

making you thinking of tomorrow's goals

And now as you're here
writing these words
think of that river flowing in you

Inspired by yiruma music river flows in you i just heard it and kept writing these words great music really

The screen

If you can imagine yourself sitting on a screen watching it all day long non-stop..... ....no i don't mean the computer screen, i mean a much wider screen imagine yourself watching a movie and you feel it's never gonna end the screen of life, that's what you see everyday and you don't give yourself the chance to wonder what you saw or how could you feel so.

I sometimes stop with my mind for a moment and think, ok the movie i'm watching now is college movie and this chapter is gonna end then we move to another chapter another path of life, sometimes my mind just stops and think i remember yesterday's movie when i used to be a little kid in school , i wonder how will i remember the days i'm living now ? ....

"Days go by so quickly and we hardly notice them"

Am i back?

A weird feeling got me when i was viewing a random blog i had that feeling of my blog i remembered how i used to be anxious every day on what i'm going to write today or the next day , life goes on so fast and we bearly forget few stuff i remember i always thought i'll never quit writing whatever happens to me lately i haven't wrote maybe for few reasons i felt my writings are of no value, or maybe life got tooo busy for me to think or have the time to write i always felt like ok who's even there to read what i'm writing ,aybe no one read it but only me felt proud of what i used to write here everyday.

Here i am after around of a month away from blogs i don't know what made me feel like "i miss that feeling of writing of letting everything just go" will i keep on writing who knows what tomorrow brings.

The war...

If it was only on words

It'd have been easy to end this war

In this endless battle,

between my mind and heart

life is moving so fast

taking such a decision is kind of hard

to choose my mind but break my heart

Great exerience AZC(2)

I never ever felt the way i felt today i was so proud eventhough the number of participants in my workshop were 2 only but i believe these 2 are worse a thousand i never felt a grip on my presentations as i had today i totally believed in what i was saying which made things so easy for me to handle i learnt a lesson which is if u believe truly in what u say no one can stop you.

In these 2 kids i saw 2 future leaders isA.

Different people

AZC

Today i had my first experience in transmitting my knowledge to others simply it was in AZC or we can call it JUMP our aim is to spread human development skills in schools for juniors.

Today was our first day in ABO ZAHRA school, well we expected 50 students to come but sadly only 6 students showed up eventhough they were 6 i was so proud of them that they woke up at around 9 am just to hear new knowledge,to gain experience, they came because they felt they can change it put on my back so much responsibility.

Eventhough i started with who moved my cheese as a start i thought it could be heavy but they understood it and were really glad about it and when we moved with presentation skills they were much more involved and anxious to know about it what i want to say is that among every 50 student in Egypt there exist 6 ambitious students if we develop these 6 students and pave the raod for them we can get 6 leaders out of every 50 students and they will influence others.

hope life in Egypt get better isA :)

7/7/07 7 pm 7buildings square

I was so happy that we nearly all old friends were gathered at a set time from about a year ago :D it was 7/7 :D we had great time great fun the best thing about us is that we meet every now and then maybe if we were at same college we wouldn't have been that close friends :)

That thing .....

Imagine you want a thing so bad and you work hard to reach and simply you fail in doing so, Lately i've been through many experiences which made me have that feeling i always believe in fate and that everything is meant to be so all i have to say is el 7mdolilah.

Brelliant video

I can't stop watching this video maybe what attracts me to this video really is that you can see yourself in this video maybe cause i live near a metro station and rode it many times but what i like so much is the way the narrater deals with his topic noticing really small objects and stuff that you may not notice mainly making a picture of every small thing you see in the Metro ahh and by the way my metro way is ETGAH EL MARG :)

My mind's space

I want to write today maybe i'm just talking to myself if you feel annoyed or something just check anyother topic.

I always thought that this place will be able to hold my thoughts at least once a day but what i'm sure of, that if i want to write my ideas and thoughts about today and many other days this blog won't be fit enough at all they're too many to mention i guess i need like 10 posts at least to cover my thoughts and ideas about today at least.

Many thoughts it's hard when a simple look a simple act or just a simple movie you see on TV can create a state of inbalance in my mind you know sometimes just a simple smile from a child in the street can make me wander away at least 10 mins with my mind maybe that's me i think alot about everything sometimes it can make your life kind of complicated but it helps you so much to widen your prespective to life and things that's what makes a poet isn't it ???

stretched rubber band

Have you ever felt sad and angry in a way you can't bear or imagine it's so weird how you can feel so sad or angry and from the anger and sadness you just swift away to being happy and cool it's really strange how you were about to cry and fall and suddenly you find yourself just happy and content in a better way it's like the rubber band your bad mood was too streteched and suddenly it reached it's maximum extension and suddenly it just goes back much faster and stronger the rubber band yeah always remember that :)

طب نكتب ايه (first arabic poem)

طب نكتب ايه
لما الكلام ماعادش بيتسمع
نكتب كام كلمة حلوة
يمكن فى يوم تتعمل أغنية
ولا نكتب كام حكمة على موعظة
يمكن الناس تحس ان الدنيا كويسة
نكتب كلام عن الماضي اللي فات
يمكن الناس تحن للذكريات
طب نكتب ايه ولا نعمل ايه
لما الكلام ماعادش بيتسمع
ولا حتى بيتفهم

On z wall (final ACES video)

Life ..

As long as you live this life the more you get familiar with many stuff one of which is failure and success you get familiar with ups and downs you get familiar with love and hate but there's only one thing if you get familiar with you'll be familiar with all the above if you're familiar with yourself then you're familiar with everything else

As long as we move in our journey we may lose directions we may find hope or guiding lights but will we follow them? or keep enjoying walking aimless in our empty roads but what i do really believe after every empty road there's a shining light but it's your choice to follow it or not.

As long as we love,hate,enjoy,worry and feel we know we're alive you'll never feel happy whatever you have you'll always keep searching for more the only way to feel happy is to be satisfied and to be satisfied can never be reached or maybe so hard to reach.

As long as i write these words and you're able to read them know that we're able to communicate,act and interact simply we're alive .......

Weird ... nothing is weird

Today i was in a free session in a human development training program place anyway as my mind has changed i just went to see there summer programs.

The guy was explaining the topics the center will handle during summer and suddenly my mind stopped and shifted my paradaigm to another point of view which is can these stuff change us, really i'm one of the true true believers in these stuff and i admit it changed me loads but for once my mind paused and looked around me and saw all the ambitious people listening and they were so excited, i don't know for one moment i felt really less excited than them it's all promises, like you'll know how to act,react and manage time you'll be able to control your emotions etc ....

i just wanted to tell them yes these stuff are really important and can change us but it'll only do that when we apply them and feel them and have the will to change other than that nothing is of worth and the thing is that i guess more than a thousand person will take these courses but only few will apply and understand them that what will differ us in the end it's our choice to change and succeed isn't it ?

Another thing i didn't expect at all which was the attendance yes they were many but the weird thing is that the numbr of girls was far more than guys i was like why it's really weird why would girls be much more interested than guys in attending human development training...... i don't know but this is a wild guess that as john gray said in his book "men are from mars women are from venus" that girls are much more concerned with self-help topics than men ..mm .. maybe it's true who knows !!!

Reading minds

Lately i suffer from a really weird habit for many people maybe it's weird for others it may seem normal.

let me ask you this question have you ever felt and read what the person infront you thinks of or feel without asking them, many of you may say yes sometimes we can do so but for me these days i reached a state of reading actions and faces, it's so weird whenever i'm in a place full of people i work hard on trying to identify the feeling of each person based on their facial expressions, words and way of talking.

I reached a weird state sometimes i can feel i'm that person and think exactly the same way maybe i can call this a really high level of empathy i may sometimes feel the person infront of me and may prevent myself from crying, i read once that you reach the highest levels of empathy when you can deal with yourself very well, then only you're able to identify other people's feelings because simply you have such a high self awarenees which will lead you to really high social awareness.

sometimes it's really good to read what other people feel and how they act i feel it's a problem i'm trying to solve but on the other side it can transfer to you many negative feelings believe me anyway whatever it's good or bad i'm enjoying it :)

A NeW StArT ....

Many people may wonder why did i move my blog or changed it's URL or maybe left writing for a while, while he was insisting that nothing can stop him from writing well all i can say is that lately i've been passing through terrible moments let's say disappointments in my life from many people and stuff i didn't stop writing but i just didn't want to publish my works, i miss writing here so i'm making a clean new start here writing for myself and i'm respecting the opinion of everyone else ...... I called this one the voice within believing that ...


What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us
-- Oliver Wendell Holme