Thought quote

"And only those who believes in angels, won't be afriad one day to find themselves flying away"

Ants

Have you ever wondered how ants live, and how do they imagine the world so big around them, and have you imagined yourself being an ant so small and lost around the globe ... cause whenever i see this video i get to realize how small we are. we are like ants lost in a desert sand searching for the truth.

Forrest gump

I really regret not watching this movie long ago... what really made me so curious to watch it is what i heard that it has many common things with the curious case of benjamin button .... but it's not, it's just so amazing.

"but at night time when there was nothing to do and the house was all empty,i'd always think of jenny"

Taking chance

That emotionally charged, moving film had its debut on HBO February 19. It tells the true story of the death of 19-year-old Marine Chance Phelps in Iraq in 2004 and the journey that Marine Lt. Col. Mike Strobl underwent after he volunteered to escort the body from Dover Air Force Base to Phelps’ hometown of Dubois, Wyoming. Strobl’s journal of that moving journey is the heart of the film.

After watching this movie i had lots of thoughts the main one is that the human relations and grief and sorrow is the same all over the world ... whether it's an american soldier is dead or just a normal arabian in baghdad, it's just the same sorrow and grief, and i petty all these young men gone for war by their politicians and causing all this pain and sorrow not just to the victim's family but to a whole bunch of people ... it's a great movie to see and in the end it's a dream that's nearly impossible to come true but i really wish we put all wars all over the world to an end :(

End of exams

This year unlike any other year i'm telling to you the truth i'm not so happy with the end of my exams ofcourse am happy that they're over but am not happy with myself.

I feel am wasting my time, this period was so bad for me and i don't know really why? i never ever had this saturation from studying ... and now am starting the holiday and i feel am saturated from everything else maybe it's the fact that nothing stays the same ... but in my case everything seems to be the same with no dramatic change (from inside).

Through the past week these words from steve jobs address were ringing in my ears so loud all the time.

I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

Maybe cause i did so bad in the last 2 exams, made me really wonder am i going in the right track there are two contradicting thoughts right now either am facing brick walls or either i'm not following the signs that tells me stop and stare.

It's just the end of the exams but the start of a new life's exam.

It's this time of the year that you put your old papers aside ..to free space for some air and another light.

Batman Begins (Confront your fear)

BRUCE: The first time I stole
so that I wouldn 't starve, yes.

I lost many assumptions about
the simple nature of right and wrong.

And when I traveled...

...I learned the fear before a crime...

...and the thrill of success.
.....

DUCARD: You've traveled the world
to understand the criminal mind...

...and conquer your fears.

But a criminal is not complicated.

And what you really fear
is inside yourself.

You fear your own power.

You fear your anger...

...the drive to do great
or terrible things.

Now you must journey inwards.

You are ready.

Breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe in your fears.

Face them.

To conquer fear,
you must become fear.


You must bask in the fear
of other men.

And men fear most
what they cannot see.

Testing 1,2,3,....

It's my final exams night and as usual i must write my pre-exam thoughts, basically this exam is my last written exam for this year isA, and i do believe this period of my life was one of the most boring ever, through my entire life i never felt so saturated with knowledge and education and for me studying the last days was like taking injections.

Now i got the feeling that the exams has got me i feel that i don't want to read anything or write or even think i'm just too tired to even sleep.

One of the things i got to discover in myself through this period of my life and which is a really bad thing ... is that my definition of happiness isn't clear enough i'm searching but couldn't find an answer to this question what makes me happy.... i really don't know.

I can't hear the music

Is it ever gonna stop? Will they ever let you go?

You're in a rush, they don't care enough 'cause their lives are very slow
Time is ticking on. You don't get a second shot.
And when you sell you soul for a leading role, will The Lost Souls be forgot?

And if I can't hear the music and the audience is gone
I'll dance here on my own
And I hope the Lonely Hearts' Club band will play out one last song
Before the sun goes down

James blunt -- all the lost souls

Twins

This topic is different i had it in my pending lists to be written, it happened about 2 months ago or something and what happened is that i was at the club studying in the guests' hall... and as normal people come and go, but what really caught my attention was that beautiful blonde girl that just entered the room ... and what really caused me a thought is afterwards by few moments an identical her entered the room actually they were twins... the thought here is let's say if i wanted someday to meet a girl and fall in love with ... and if she had a twin sister what would happen in this situation that identical looking situation ... you'll have to use your feelings and heart before your mind cause the looks are the same and maybe that's what they call true love ... it's the feeling that doesn't fall under the category of looks but far beyond.

ME VS MICROPROCESSOR

I got nothing more to say on my exam night except those few meaningful words

حسبي الله ونعم الوكيل

Me VS Control

As usual exam night and it's something like 2 Am i was supposed to be in bed an hour ago ... but as usual i must write my random thought on exam's night and mainly i'll be talking about my life long struggle with this subject CONTROL ...

I always believed that i had the passion and ability to learn and love any subject i learn, but this rule was broken for that subject maybe because my basics in it is totally rotten or maybe because it doesn't make any sense ... eventhough i took dozens of subjects that doesn't make any sense but for me i believe that at 3rd year i can't bear really to be taking a subject that i can't touch and i can't feel.

There are two ways to succeed in something it's either to love it so much or to hate it so much and that's my case with networks and control........ i hope so at least for tomorrow.

تحدى الملل

امتحانات هندسة عين شمس ....... تحدى الملل

GTA

So basically these days i really enjoy playing that really old game (GTA 1) and what i do is simply get the nerves out of the cops and keep running away from them exactly as shown in the picture attached.

These days in my life i feel i'm really running and the problem is that the one's running trying to catch me isn't the cops it's something worse, there are actually many things trying to catch me and hunt me down ... those are my fears my old memories and my exams ..... and worse than them all myself.

فى صالون العقاد

I'm not amazed by the amount of knowledge in that book ... nor by "Abbas el akkad" himself i'm just amazed by the way people in Egypt used to be cultured and well educated... and i really start to like el 3akad way of thinking .... Egypt was so rich with such great thinkers and it makes me wonder what happened to us these days.

Steve Jobs' 2005 Stanford Commencement Address

Quotes from Steve jobs speech that i think will change the way i look at my life these days:

Quote1: Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college, but it was very, very clear looking backwards 10 years later. Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward. You can only connect them looking backwards, so you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something--your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever--because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart, even when it leads you off the well-worn path, and that will make all the difference.

Quote2: I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods in my life.

Quote3: It was awful-tasting medicine but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life's going to hit you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith.

Quote4: For the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself, "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "no" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something

Quote5: Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept. No one wants to die, even people who want to go to Heaven don't want to die to get there, and yet, death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of life. It's life's change agent; it clears out the old to make way for the new. right now, the new is you. But someday, not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it's quite true. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice, heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

"Stay hungry , Stay foolish"