Cisco

After studying these chapters of BCMSN for Cisco CCNP exam now i trully know why does jack power from the series 24 always use Cisco devices for their communication.

In between

In the middle between a smile and a tear
caught in the middle between hopes and fears
couldn't find a way to save the volunteer
from sacrificing all that's real
Tryng to color his picture with a dream
his picture that will never be complete
left him caught .. caught
In the middle between a smile and a tear

Feeling circles

كلمات اغنية دواير : لمروان خوري
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بنلف دواير .. و الدنيا تلف بينا
دايما ننتهي .. لمطرح مإبتدينا
طيور الفجر تايهه .. في عتمة المدينة بتدور
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ما بنكتبش الرسائل .. ما بننتظرش رد
لاحد في يوم سمعنا .. ولا بنسمع حد
طيور العمر تايهة .. في عتمة المدينة بتدور
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ساكنين في عالم يعشق الخطر .. فيه الطيور تهرب من الشجر
وتهرب النجوم من القمر .. وتهرب الوجوه من الصور
بنلف في دواير بندور على الأمان .. و نلاقينا رجعنا تاني لنفس المكان
ندور .. ندور .. ندور
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نحلم و نحلم بالحياه المفرحه .. و أتاري أحلامنا بلا أجنحه بلا اجنحة
ندور ندور ندور .. بجناح حزين مكسور
ساعات نشوف في العتمه .. و ساعات نتوه في النور
ساعات عيونا بالأسى تفرح .. و ساعات في ساعة الفرح منوحه

The kite runner

inspired by the movie the kite runner

I'm gonna watch you fly it high
far beyond the darkest skies
i'm gonna watch you fly it far
far beyond our dreaming stars
i'm gonna watch you fly it close
to the garden of flowers with blooming hope
i'm gonna watch you and just smile
cause it's always been you running the kite
it's always been you ..
The kite runner

Old dream

Back when i used to be in 1st secondary stage to be precise i had that dream .. it was a weird one but when i read it's meaning in a book , i felt it's so much imposible to come true, and maybe till today i still believe that it's not so easy to even happen.

But i don't know i feel a few signs around me lately that makes me feel i am able to make it happen and i still wonder how or where .. maybe i need to modify my vision or maybe it was just a bad dream.

Under pressure

Like every period of your life, you pass by moments where you totally think that you're under great pressure (from every side of the cube of your life) and you can't seem to handle it.
But the weird thing about today more than any other day in my life ... i feel that i lived my whole life under pressure

They come true

Ellie from the movie contact taking small moves

I always used to believe that inside everyone of us is a writer, i did really believe in that more than many other things, and through time and many experiences with my friends it turned out that it's true ... it's our way of showing the world who we are it's all in the power of words.

What i do believe in now totally is .. is that dreams do really come true .. they really do if i have a dream and i believe in it and one day it'll just come true am sure and all i need is to keep moving even with small moves ... just small moves

The Flower

I should have grown a flower in the garden;

Water it with care,

Be proud of having it everwhere,
Watch it grow day after day
Dream with it of a far away space.

Now, that the time has gone
I shouldn't be waiting for a rising sun,
I have eyes set on goal
I will grow a flower inside my soul.

The show must go on

I always thought that this song is related to a performance or a show - it's queen's song " The show must go on " - cause whenever a show on the radio comes to an end they used to end it with that song.

After reading the lyrics and focusing into meanings it turns out that this song is way much deeper than just a show comming to an end, i can simply relate myself to the show; simply i'm part of this show i'm part of life's show.

Why do i hate exam times

I just wanna share this thought, i simply don't hate exams, i just hate exams times.
When you have nothing to do in ur life, except being stuck with stuff to study, these times represent for me such bad moments; cause the only way out from studying is to put yourself into a one to one discussion with yourself and believe me that really really sucks :D

so all i want now is for that stupid period to pass as fast as possible

Handala

Will i live the day when i see ur face
or you'll always keep giving me your back
Is life lost for you without a trace
And do you think there's no way back
In a cold life you've been thrown
Full of blood full of war.

Will the day come when i see your face
and see the stars flying away
out of this world not bounded by a space
it's the light of freedom we'll see
When we see you and your friends set free

Will i still be alive to see that day
When you turn around and announce a new start
A new light in a world full of dark

CONTACT

Sometimes all we aim at is not losing CONTACT
One of my all time favorite movies it's just so deep

The message

Put your message in a bottle and just throw it away

watch it sail through the world each night and day

through the waves and storms it'll fly
just have the courage to throw it up high
Don't wait for it to run back to you
it's been sent far beyond me and you
it's just been sent to where it belong to
A note flashes out of the screen
"your message has been recieved".

Chronological dreams

Primary stage :

I wished to be an astronaut i wished one day to land upon a star
I wished to be a history teacher

Preparatory stage :

I wished to learn languages ( japaneese)
I wished to play the guitar

Secondary stage :

I wished to be an english teacher and a big writer
I wished to be a radio presenter in Nile fm

College

First year :

I wished to shift my carreer to HR

Third year :

I now wish to be a network engineer
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I hope i settle down my dreams or maybe achieve all of that i don't know it seems so weird how we shift our paradigms towards life in each and every single moment i wonder will this be the last shift or there's more shifts to come :) el 7mdolilah anyway

Dreamy night

It's exactly 3 am right here in cairo right now in my bed and amazingly enough i'm still awake eventhough my final exam ( which needs focusing) is after exactly 6 hours and i've been in my bed from 1 am till now sleepless :S remember cold play song "When you feel so tired but you can't sleep" yeah that one i know now its meaning :D

During these 2 hours i imagined myself achieving all possible goals of my life i just kept looking at the ceiling and imagining myself after 20 years i imagined every little detail ( and still i couldn't get a sleep) it used to be my talent long ago i used to create fairy tailes in my head and create chracters so i can sleep, when i used to be a small kid i used to love night times so i can create these stories in my head ... but weird enough all these stories doesn't seem to send me to a deep sleep now maybe cause i stopped using this trick as much as i used to (since i'm always busy i go to bed dead tired and sleep like a cow) or maybe because they're starting to seem realistic for me cause all what i thought about for me after 20 years tonight seemed really achievable but needs hard work and devotion that's all ...so i'm gonna turn off that thing now and try again maybe create another fairy tale in my head could send me to deep sleep wish me luck in the exam and wish me more luck to wake up :D