It's exactly 3 am right here in cairo right now in my bed and amazingly enough i'm still awake eventhough my final exam ( which needs focusing) is after exactly 6 hours and i've been in my bed from 1 am till now sleepless :S remember cold play song "When you feel so tired but you can't sleep" yeah that one i know now its meaning :D
During these 2 hours i imagined myself achieving all possible goals of my life i just kept looking at the ceiling and imagining myself after 20 years i imagined every little detail ( and still i couldn't get a sleep) it used to be my talent long ago i used to create fairy tailes in my head and create chracters so i can sleep, when i used to be a small kid i used to love night times so i can create these stories in my head ... but weird enough all these stories doesn't seem to send me to a deep sleep now maybe cause i stopped using this trick as much as i used to (since i'm always busy i go to bed dead tired and sleep like a cow) or maybe because they're starting to seem realistic for me cause all what i thought about for me after 20 years tonight seemed really achievable but needs hard work and devotion that's all ...so i'm gonna turn off that thing now and try again maybe create another fairy tale in my head could send me to deep sleep wish me luck in the exam and wish me more luck to wake up :D
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