Where'd you go

To everyone i'm missing right now, Where'd you go

Contact (2)

"You're an interesting species. An interesting mix. You're capable of such beautiful dreams, and such horrible nightmares. You feel so lost, so cut off, so alone, only you're not. See, in all our searching, the only thing we've found that makes the emptiness bearable, is each other."

Vega's Message

Networks Life

Many people in the computer industry take enormous pride in how fast computer technology is improving. The original (1981) IBM PC ran at a clock speed of 4.77 MHz. Twenty years later, PCs could run at 2 GHz, a gain of a factor of 20 per decade. Not too bad.

In the same period, wide area data communication went from 56 kbps (the ARPANET) to 1 Gbps (modern optical communication), a gain of more than a factor of 125 per decade, while at the same time the error rate went from 10^-5 per bit to almost zero.

i have to cope with a 125 gain factor of knowledge per decade ... can i really do this do i have the power to do this and the tougher question do i want to do this.

Always on your side

Night dream

What's the difference between a good dream and a bad dream? the truth is that they both hurt you. If you wake up from a good dream you wake up to a painful reality, and when you have a bad dream you wake up too afraid to lose what you already have.

Hope you all Sleep well and have Sweet dreams

قلب فارس

انا قلبي قلب فارس ومش خايف

انا حاسس انا شايف

الحق هنا في قلبي

واهو رب الكون جنبي

هوا المالك هو الحارس

أنا قلبي قلب فارس

قلبي شبه سيفي درعي عشر ايآت

لون خيلي من طيفي ثابت حتى الممات

دور كده جواك هتلاقي فيك مني

هتلاقي في جواك فارس ومستني

يرمح على خيله ويقيد ظلام ليله

نور ربه ده دليله لو مره ضل وتاه

اهدني يا الله

اللهم اهدني واهدي بي وقوني وقوي بي وهب لي من لدنك نور في ظلام الفتن

فاكس مش مذاكر

It's been late another night for him , wash his face looks at his mirror and says loudly فاكس مش مذاكر a wise sound gets through his head telling him to carry on but he doesn't seem to listen ... a much deeper voice within him is telling him and insisting on those words فاكس مش مذاكر

He decides to listen to the voice within and simply gives up ... decides to open Facebook or chat with anyone .. decides to go the next day to party and do something different .. decides that he's no longer going to waste his life doing this shit and simply the wise words of فاكس مش مذاكر becomes more dominating than ever and he seems to be enjoying every moment without studying.

"Wake up .. Wake up" a voice from far comes across his head .. "It's time to go to school .. Wake up you'll be late" ... suddenly he wakes up from that weird dream .. he's been dreaming all night of studying and his future and suddenly he shouts at his mom "فاكس مش رايح "

حاجة بتحبها

,Networks امبارح كنت قعدت حوالي 6 ساعات متواصلة أعمل ورق شرح

من غير ماحس بملل من غير مكتئب .... في حين بقالي شهر كامل مش عارف أذاكر 6 ساعات على بعد الموضوع ده فكرني برده بيَّ لما بيبقى في دماغي فكرة فيديو أنا ممكن أقعد يوم كله أنسى الدنيا ومافيها ومنامش غير لما يخلص في حين أدامي مشاريع للكلية تخلص على طول وبرده

مش قادر حتى أبدأ فيها وده يخليني ادعي

يا رب لما اتخرج اشتغل في حاجة بحبها

Egyptian Kid

http://www.egypttoday.com/article.aspx?ArticleID=7882

Mahmoud the Egyptian genius kid ... i'm not amazed by his achievements but all i'm amazed with is his vision ... An 11 year old kid sends an email message to Dr.Ahmed Zeweil saying "I'm gonna be younger than you when i win the Nobel Prize"... When i heard those words on TV i was like that's not just a genius kid, he's a kid with a vision at last i see someone with a vision and a defined vision and what an 11 year old kid.

Mahmoud knows things i didn't realize except when i was 20 years old, he is now holding more IT certificates than i am ... and more than this all he's Egyptian.

Now let's see what Egyptian people are interested in today in life :

This country is filled with Mahmoud but we're too busy really being something else we're wasting all that's Egyptian which is people like Mahmoud ... I believe Mahmoud isn't a genius or anything he's just a young kid who had his vision early, whose parents didn't force him to do anything and are running day and night teaching him something and making something out of him.

I was once asked in an interview who's the successful? i still remember the answer he's someone capable of knowing his potential and his passion ... A garbage man can be the best in town and better than an ordinary engineer.

If we just teach our kids to dream .. to aim high ... and the most important thing to have a vision this country won't have one Mahmoud .. but it'll be filled with Mahmoud's and these are the true Egyptian stars not anyone else.

Lost Again

The morning rises and a sun light shines through the air

it's another moment for me without you there

it's me again and once more i found my self ... Lost

A song keeps playing in my head

reminds me of all the things i should have said

it's me again talking to myself which is .. Lost

Another night pass me by

with my head preparing to wish another day a goodbye

it's me again in the same place i found my self .. Lost

My dreams are taking me there

but i wake up and it's all in vain

it's me again trying to understand the truth ... That maybe i''m lost without you

Happiness (3)

In my quest for a happiness definition i just made up this one and maybe that's the best one.

"It's those tiny moments we pass by unnoticed, in our journey of achieving our dreams"

That means you'll never be happy unless you have a dream and you have a journey you're heading for.

Don't Forget Me

In the wintertime

Keep your feet warm

But keep your clothes on and don't forget me

Keep the memories

But keep your powder dry too

In the summer by the poolside

While the fireflies are all around you

I'll miss you when I'm lonely

I'll miss the sunshine too

Now don't forget me

Please don't forget me

Make is easy on me just for a little while

You know I think about you

I hope you'll think about me too

Macy Gray - Don't Forget Me

Confessions of a Shopaholic soundtrack

R.I.P

This life keeps teaching us day after day, and it's amazing how can a person inspires you so much after his death while during his life your conversations didn't exceed the words "Hi how are you doing". I was checking my email inbox to find some emails from him forwarded to many people the kind of emails that passes by your eyes everyday but today it felt so different. I guess Mohamed Essam is one of those lucky people who inspired many people in his life and much more people after his death, one of the few people who left a legacy... i wish i knew him more ... May his soul and his mother's rest in peace and may God bless their souls and keep their memory in our lives.

Something i don't understand

Recently i found out that i am becoming something i can't understand, that small little fact is really blowing me off lately.

I'm becoming something different from everyone around me, one of the things that caught my attention lately is my total focus on my career path and achievement record, i even can't find any other interesting topic to talk about, i ran out of topics to talk to people about.

I'm finding it really hard to even talk to people who are non-engineers, i'm becoming something i can't understand and in my search for answers i feel more lost this isn't the only reason i feel lost that's one of the thoughts that came to my mind right now.

It's this time of year that you review your past and aim for your future, but how can i do so when i'm becoming something i can't understand .. something i don't understand (myself).

Yesterday

And the singer keeps singing "Yesterday"
I kept reading the words i wanted to say, i remembered when how the world seemed so small and how i was that close to a moment of happiness and suddenly everything didn't seem to go my way. as if something has ended the long story but infact it was a start of something i couldn't define or understand, while the thoughts are running so fast .. the singer is still singing slowly "Yesterday".