Something i don't understand

Recently i found out that i am becoming something i can't understand, that small little fact is really blowing me off lately.

I'm becoming something different from everyone around me, one of the things that caught my attention lately is my total focus on my career path and achievement record, i even can't find any other interesting topic to talk about, i ran out of topics to talk to people about.

I'm finding it really hard to even talk to people who are non-engineers, i'm becoming something i can't understand and in my search for answers i feel more lost this isn't the only reason i feel lost that's one of the thoughts that came to my mind right now.

It's this time of year that you review your past and aim for your future, but how can i do so when i'm becoming something i can't understand .. something i don't understand (myself).