2- Defining

Step2 : Defining

-what are the things you want to change in your life?

the things in (*) won't be shared in the blog :)

1-Be closer to God

one of the things i really lack these days is being not as close as possible to God or at least as i used to be maybe it's not that i'm away it's that the world am in these days is such a busy world with high hopes i have i get too busy to just at least stop and stare i have no time to even get focused as i used to be long time ago.

2-Have a clear vision

Even though this year is way much better than last year concerning my vision definition but still it needs some modifications due to certain errors and certain feeling that it could be better and stronger .. i've lived all my life searching for a vision and at last i reached a good point these days that i'm proud of but somehow i just need more defined and clearer one.

3-Make clear decisions concerning them (*)
4-Stop bad stuff (*)
5-combat my fear concerning .... (*)

6-Have inner satisfaction

i guess if i solved the upper mentioned points i'll reach a state of inner satisfaction i want to reach a life balance that when i lay my head on my bed i feel satisfied with everything i did , i want not to blame myself for things i didn't do i just want to reach that state of inner satisfaction

7-Be proactive and step forward

I guess i won't be a great person in life if i keep my head under the pillow and not be proactive enough and show the world my quality i want to take many steps forward into life .. i just wanna be a person of trust and able to work in any environment maybe you won't understand a thing from that ... but i understand :)

why i'm writing this here ?

1- I know that nearly no one still checks that blog (a)
2- I believe i got nothing to be ashamed of all i want to do is try to reach a total state of change and achieve my year's goal it's like an experiment am trying it on myself and if it succeeds maybe i can help many other people.

"When we lie on our beds and thinking we're about to die , we won't regret things we did but we'd regret things we didn't" Randy paush

this quote keeps nudging in my head :)

each day i'll try to work on one of the points mentioned above and change them in the 1 hour of self discovery i assigned everyday till the end of 2008.