I'm suffering these days from a massive broadcast storm of thoughts what a
"broadcast storm" is it's a networks definition when all devices want to broadcast it's data to all devices and the network suddenly goes down it's been few days since i have this kind of overflow, to be honest it's begining to settle down in a way or another.
what are the devices in the storm they're many to mention to be honest but in the end we have to collect data and identify it's source and destination.
Thought 1 :one of the thoughts i have now is that about 3 days ago i was having that beautiful dream it happens, but the weirdest thing is that when i woke up my mother told me why were you screaming yesterday while you were sleeping ... and i was like what ? i was having a good dream she said that i screamed alot ... i don't know why was i screaming but the thing is always a good dream is bad described or said or mayeb when i woke up to see the reality, i was shocked don't always the truth hurts ?.
Thought 2 : Is nearly related to thought 1, i am thinking alot these days about the planning phase and believe me before i study i can take more time planning than studying and the weird thing is that i like to plan for everything but what gives this life a beauty is that things never go according to plan .. and eventhough i know that things will never go according to plan i still enjoy the planning phase more than anything.
you know the movie the dark knight when the joker says
" Do i look like a guy who has a plan ... i just do things i show schemers and planers how pathetic they're with their plans " i wish i can be like him but planning has its beauty the thing i need to learn is how not to panic when things dont go according to plan
Thought 3: Today i was at Wust el balad concert and my head is overflooded by their lyrics in my head wow .
Thought 4: The thing i really realized these days is that my driving force is a really weird force i guess no one uses this force but for me it's the most effective .. did you ever notice that my driving force is the fear of failure .. maybe that's the thing i hate the most in life "Failure" it's like a ghost haunting me everynow and then and whenever i remember it i just run to do the hard work am doing .. i remember in engineering first year when the year started i was demotivated and so afraid not to pass and whenever i felt that am not studying well i went to that "lo7a" scoreboard and saw how many person failed in last year and i used to tell myself am not gonna be like those never ...
Thought 5: For the past 20 years of my life - i'm 20 years old - i never had a clear vision of my future and maybe for the first time of my life i begin to stick to a certain carrer path and everyday before i sleep i visualize it and dream of it ... i really wish they come true don't know why but all i want now from this life is to achieve my 3 goals i want to focus on them more than anything now and burry away many other stuff takin a big space of my mind isA
join cisco - inspire people - change the world for betterjoin cisco is a point and i don't mean cisco the company i mean the carrer i have in mind is related to cisco that's all .
Thought 6: There was a long ago a radio show called know thy self they were discussing something in one of the shows ; now i know it's meaning they were discussing something called the after success i didn't understand it by then ... but mainly what it was about is that we always plan for the success but what will we do when we succeed in what we want is it over that way ... or maybe we need to replan everything.
Don't you agree with me that am suffering from a large broadcast storm you know the best thing i enjoy while studying networks is that the whole world seems to be a big network full of netowrk terminologies the beauty of it is to relate life to network that's why i want to be a network engineer is that i love what am studying
