Low tesma7eely

Hany adel deserves round of an applause for that song just love it ... he's always been one of my all time favorite singers its the simplicity of the voice and the lyrics enjoy

Under the water

I wrote your name under the water
but the waves just swept it away
tried to dig it in the sand
but time didn't give it a chance to stay
i wrote your name under the water
and i wasn't sad cause it was blown away
cause in my mind it'll always remain

Leave

Long ago when my friends used to tell me we're leaving that country i used to say no way i leave this country or think about going anywhere else, i always believed that we all think the mistake is with others but we always forget that we're others to every one living here.

I don't know but now i really feel one day i'll have to go i don't know i feel like i'm moving in a direction where the majority aren't following i have to admit many people i know are moving in my same track but the most of Egyptians are moving in a way while i'm moving in another one this country needs the hell of a change hope that day comes so i decide to stay not to leave.

Water tap

A couple of days ago i had the water cut out from our home for like 6 hours, it's amazing how few things in life that we rarely notice; like water presence in our home, when they're cut out your whole life turns into a total mess, we rarely recognize the various blessings in our life don't we.

so if you go now and open the tap and find water flowing through your hands know that you're in a bless :) .

Dear blog ,

Dear blog ,

I hope this message i'm writing reach you in the best conditions ever, how are you doing it seems that i haven't been in touch with you for very long time but forgive me it's life it can keep us busy and away from the dearest people to us not only you my blog but many people in my life, i'm just to busy to even say Hi.

Through the past period my dear friend i've been through many ups and downs and life just keeps rolling like a train it goes and never stop but the problem my friend that for once i had the chance for my train to stop, but it seems i miss the air coming from the window of it i miss to see the train moving once again, even though; i was so tired and bored from the journey but isn't it true that sometimes we hate whatever state we're in.

Dear blog i'm writing you that message after not finding anyone to write for that message seems that you're always loyal to me even though i always let you down
but forgive me cause i'm living in the land of confusion i'm just taking some time down to realize what i am and where i should be tough questons but will decide many future stuff in my life so i have to be careful.

Dear blog just wish me luck.

Hope to hear from you soon,

Best Regards
Ahmed Negm

The video that changed me

This video had a great effect on my soul hope it changes u like it did to me

The Moment Of Truth

Watching the show the moment of truth and wondered will i be afraid to participate on that show i wondered which questions would i fear the most to be asked about i wondered what things in life i feel ashamed of it's the hard to think about that i wish i had a moment of truth just to let all what's inside of me but will that benefit me or harm me.

The question is how many of us had really a one moment of truth

قلم رصاص

سالنى قلمى الرصاص ماذا تريد ان تكتب قلت له لا أعلم

The Metro

It's been a long time since i wrote here while on the contrary i have floods of thoughts to be writen bu ti just don't have enough time to write maybe cause i'm busy lately.

The metro a whole experience by itself everytime i'm in it i wish i had a camera and i can capture moments lately i ride the metro everyday due to my training circumstances life in the metro is a hell of poetic experience from the faces to the moment you arrive to your desired station, from the METRO TV that plays the same song and same ads all the time from the people running and saying " La 7awl wala kowat ella bellah" from the people reading news papers and other riders starring at the papers from the really cute children saying " Mama mosh hanewsal ba2a" sometimes among all the bad atmosphere of the Metro you find happy people but these are really really few number to mention Egyptian people are really tired and really they're poor and desperate don't we need just to think again a huge gap is still there between each metro staton from el Doki to Ghamra for example, we need a change.

for me the best moment for me in the metro is when i see el Kobba palace from far away it feels like home and time to leave the metro.

One press and its GONE

A long time ago i used to think that human relations are so strong that they can last forever i always remember the thought that i can keep my relations with the people i know forever but the more as i go in time the more i realize that this thought is totally not true, the more i move on with life the more we forget people we used to know to the extent that the link between us is broken, it's hard to know that as time goes we meet new people and forget old people maybe that's life the more we see the less we know the more we like to let it all go.

Sometimes i feel that old people are just a memory and i really hate to see them just online on MSN and no link can be created i reached the extent to delete some MSN contacts so as not to see them again because simply they don't even care to say HI, see how technology can make you have a one press and it's all gone maybe i was searching for an ideal world but we simply don't have one life goes on so shall we.

The weekend

A couple of years ago when i used to hear the radio specially Nile fm i used to feel how happy the presenters were when they feel that the weekend is close and i always felt the opposite cause my weekends are same as my week days so i used to miss the shows on Fridays and Saturdays now after having that long training every day and having to go there every day i really feel that for the first time that i'm so happy for the weekend to begin. :)

The secret isn't a secret

The secret book is my latest readings but i just watched the movie instead of reading and they're both the same the secret is "The law of attraction" as it says we attract our thoughts and we can become what we believe we can just ask and we'll receive.

The idea is that it's not really of a secret i already knew that but i nearly forgot it mainly the idea is asking you to be optimistic about everything and be sure that you'll get it, i remember those words very well that says that "Whatever you think of God He'll be as your thoughts" not exact translation but what it means is that if you think God will never harm you then be sure that no harm can reach you ... the same idea of the secret which is to attract your thoughts and become what you believe

The secret isn't a secret but it's just forgotten

On we go

On we go
back on our own
we lose track
but we come back again
on we go
back on our own
losing sight
feeling blind
and no place to go
on we go towards no where

Hollow from inside

Feeling like something is missing
feels like something isn't right
feels like i can't be there
feels like i can't be anywhere
feels like i'm missing
I'm feeling hollow from inside

The Pyramids

Today i had to pass by the pyramids on my way to 6h of October city for me i felt some inward fear don't know why,lately i nearly forgot that Egyptians built the pyramids i kept looking at them and wondered how the hell did they build such an amazing landmark and the thing is we keep on following our past maybe it was good for me to not remember that Egyptians built the pyramids because its time that we look forward not backward.