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The Metro

It's been a long time since i wrote here while on the contrary i have floods of thoughts to be writen bu ti just don't have enough time to write maybe cause i'm busy lately.

The metro a whole experience by itself everytime i'm in it i wish i had a camera and i can capture moments lately i ride the metro everyday due to my training circumstances life in the metro is a hell of poetic experience from the faces to the moment you arrive to your desired station, from the METRO TV that plays the same song and same ads all the time from the people running and saying " La 7awl wala kowat ella bellah" from the people reading news papers and other riders starring at the papers from the really cute children saying " Mama mosh hanewsal ba2a" sometimes among all the bad atmosphere of the Metro you find happy people but these are really really few number to mention Egyptian people are really tired and really they're poor and desperate don't we need just to think again a huge gap is still there between each metro staton from el Doki to Ghamra for example, we need a change.

for me the best moment for me in the metro is when i see el Kobba palace from far away it feels like home and time to leave the metro.

One press and its GONE

A long time ago i used to think that human relations are so strong that they can last forever i always remember the thought that i can keep my relations with the people i know forever but the more as i go in time the more i realize that this thought is totally not true, the more i move on with life the more we forget people we used to know to the extent that the link between us is broken, it's hard to know that as time goes we meet new people and forget old people maybe that's life the more we see the less we know the more we like to let it all go.

Sometimes i feel that old people are just a memory and i really hate to see them just online on MSN and no link can be created i reached the extent to delete some MSN contacts so as not to see them again because simply they don't even care to say HI, see how technology can make you have a one press and it's all gone maybe i was searching for an ideal world but we simply don't have one life goes on so shall we.

The weekend

A couple of years ago when i used to hear the radio specially Nile fm i used to feel how happy the presenters were when they feel that the weekend is close and i always felt the opposite cause my weekends are same as my week days so i used to miss the shows on Fridays and Saturdays now after having that long training every day and having to go there every day i really feel that for the first time that i'm so happy for the weekend to begin. :)

The secret isn't a secret

The secret book is my latest readings but i just watched the movie instead of reading and they're both the same the secret is "The law of attraction" as it says we attract our thoughts and we can become what we believe we can just ask and we'll receive.

The idea is that it's not really of a secret i already knew that but i nearly forgot it mainly the idea is asking you to be optimistic about everything and be sure that you'll get it, i remember those words very well that says that "Whatever you think of God He'll be as your thoughts" not exact translation but what it means is that if you think God will never harm you then be sure that no harm can reach you ... the same idea of the secret which is to attract your thoughts and become what you believe

The secret isn't a secret but it's just forgotten

On we go

On we go
back on our own
we lose track
but we come back again
on we go
back on our own
losing sight
feeling blind
and no place to go
on we go towards no where

Hollow from inside

Feeling like something is missing
feels like something isn't right
feels like i can't be there
feels like i can't be anywhere
feels like i'm missing
I'm feeling hollow from inside

The Pyramids

Today i had to pass by the pyramids on my way to 6h of October city for me i felt some inward fear don't know why,lately i nearly forgot that Egyptians built the pyramids i kept looking at them and wondered how the hell did they build such an amazing landmark and the thing is we keep on following our past maybe it was good for me to not remember that Egyptians built the pyramids because its time that we look forward not backward.

Fly me to the moon ...!!

Fly me to the moon a great song isn't it but when i sing it i say fly me to the moon then smash my head back on the ground it's amazing how events in this life takes place and it just makes you over the moon for a moment and then all of a sudden with a glimpse of an eye or maybe a word or maybe something you see you just bang hard to the ground after being high to the
moon isn't that life sometimes weird it never keeps you over the moon !!

here's the song lyrics :)

Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

I'll follow you into the dark

Confusuion of thoughts

You know sometimes you feel like you're idle and got nothing to do that's me right now i want to write and i don't know what i want to write maybe the feeling that there are many things n my head makes me always do that, whenever i feel down i just got these fingers playing on the keyboard and typing some few words here in that very place, the best thing about being a writer is that you get to think about everything that's happening around you to extract from them few words to be written maybe a glimpse a moment can make a topic of like 30 lines anyway go continue doing what u were dong as life goes on ....

HURT

I woke up to tears in my eyes it was a weird dream and all i want to say is said in that video all the lyrics in that song is what i wanted to say ....

http://youtube.com/watch?v=n_7vFt0ZtFo

My little red zmzameya

For those who don't know arabic zmzmeya : A bottle of water used by children

My little red zmzameya i was looking at that picture and many stuff gained my attention but the thing that made me laugh the most is my little red zmzameya Oh my .. many memories with that zamzamya i used to take it everyday to school and drink from it i guess i kept using zamzameya till prep. stage it always was heavy but i loved it .. i remember there used to be teachers who permit drinking water from zmzameya and others who didn't i used to love teachers who tell us whenever u want to drink and have a zmzameya u can drink :D i remember one day i went to buy a new zmzameya it was the first time for me to buy a zmzameya and i chose a pink UNO one and i had to bring it back to the shop cause they told me that pink is girls' color since then i never choose the pink color :D

I stopped using zmzameya and replaced it by a small bottle of water in my bag i felt so weird then cause i always felt something must be hanged around my neck but not anymore we just grow up to change ... but to be honest i don't miss only my zmzameya but i miss zmzameya days as well ..

This picture wil have another post soon ...

Busy 3an busy yefre2 !!

the whole idea is that I am so busy these days definition of the word busy from the dictionary is

Busy ADJECTIVE:

1. Engaged in activity, as work; occupied.
2. Sustaining much activity:

lately i've been busy by definition but imagine being busy and happy and here comes the title of the topic "Busy 3an busy yefre2" a couple of weeks ago i was busy as well but even much more busy than these days but the feeling that you're busy because you're doing something you don't want to make or because you're forced to do it that's the busy that we hate and it'll never make you happy but I'm busy these days with something and stuff that i want to do and that what makes me a happy busy person "we 2allak eh busy 3an busy yefre2 :D"

Choices

Choices ... looking at my life these days i realize that it's getting all centered about one thing which is making choices it's getting tougher these days you know what i never got many choices in my life before there always used to be paved roads to me but these days i found many choices and hard decisions to take it seems that the more we grow the more choices we have and the tougher they become "May God help me to make the right choices "