End of exams

This year unlike any other year i'm telling to you the truth i'm not so happy with the end of my exams ofcourse am happy that they're over but am not happy with myself.

I feel am wasting my time, this period was so bad for me and i don't know really why? i never ever had this saturation from studying ... and now am starting the holiday and i feel am saturated from everything else maybe it's the fact that nothing stays the same ... but in my case everything seems to be the same with no dramatic change (from inside).

Through the past week these words from steve jobs address were ringing in my ears so loud all the time.

I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

Maybe cause i did so bad in the last 2 exams, made me really wonder am i going in the right track there are two contradicting thoughts right now either am facing brick walls or either i'm not following the signs that tells me stop and stare.

It's just the end of the exams but the start of a new life's exam.

It's this time of the year that you put your old papers aside ..to free space for some air and another light.