Monday, April 27, 2009

Interrupt

In our department there's a term that we focus on this year, so much in nearly all subjects it's called interrupt and what interrupt basically do is that if you're executing a certain sequence of code or executing in a certain order of processes .. if you recieve an Interrupt at any time and whatever you're doing, you simply leave all what you're doing and head to executing another process or another arrangement of code.

If i consider my life as a sequence of executable code .. the question lies here shall i be afraid of an interrupt or waiting for one.

Monday, April 20, 2009

The curious case of benjamin button

"I hope you live a life you're proud of ... and if you find you're not .. i hope you have the strength to start all over again" The curious case of benjamin button

Q&A

Questions in my head running so fast and deep and it's really bothering me ..questions about everything happening around me whether it's about me or not.

The funny thing i never had the courage to answer questions in my academic studies .. i must check that an anwer is available before taking the challenge to solve any problem or a question .I remember i used not to solve problems that were really important for exams cause there was no solution sheet for them, if i had a solution sheet i could solve up to as many number of problems a person could ever imagine.

But here i am at a point of my life where i have to ask tough questions and can't find a model answer, so i can check if my answers are wrong or right....

May God help me choose the right answers

Saturday, April 18, 2009

300

300 a weird number to be talking about, and it's a really important number now.
A few days ago the number of friends on my facebook account reached 300, and believe me it's a weird feeling; cause if you look at it from another point of view you get to realize that nearly all the people you know are on facebook, if not all of them then it's most of them .. so 300 isn't just the number of friends you have, actually it's a total approximation to the number of people you knew through your entire life.

I remember before i entered college that number 300 wouldn't have exceeded 60 and it's amazing how the ammount of friends doubled in such a small period, taking a quick look the number 300 can be fake sometimes cause those 300 aren't all that close to me, but what am sure of, is that those 300 i've seen or at least knew to a nice extent some are really close and others are just a hi/bye friends.

After i entered college by 2 years i found out that the number of my friends are growning and it caused me some troubles in identifying priorities .. i once called Rob tovey at Nile fm to talk with him about that problem and he told me "you know what you can have a thousand friends but there will always be those 10 who are always your closest .. stick to them and never lose them" and i try my best to do so.

300 isn't that big number i know people who got more than a 1000 and people who got 20 .. and people who don't have facebook at all .. the question now how many friends would i have after 10 years ? i just wonder..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Choices

I really can't stop hearing that song and seeing that video since i woke up

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

What are you waiting for?

what are you waiting for
a breathe of light in a cold dark night
a glimpse of hope brightening your soul
what are you waiting for?
there's no one around
it's only you waiting for days to go round



That's an old poem but i remembered it now

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Let go

It's not about the sun shine
or the scattered moon light
it's a long story about you and me
i wish one day you just set me free

Friday, April 3, 2009

My "head fake"



Yesterday I had my DSL connection down and suddenly I lost all my connectivity to the world and suddenly I found myself unable to study a single word from my studies, and I just stopped with myself and said I didn’t have DSL before and I used to study well, why is it when my DSL went down everything seemed to be so wrong? Suddenly I realized that all my life whether at school or college I was using the “head fake”.

The “head fake” technique it’s so simple for you to understand if we call it “Fake your head” I learnt first about the “head fake” technique from the video “The last lecture” by Randy Paush and he explained that as an example of the “head fake” is that when he wanted to teach school students programming concepts like (object oriented) he made a computer game and named it Alice which is purely a computer game but for you to command Alice in the game you have to use few instructions, and these instructions will teach you object oriented, if you get later into computer programming.

The “head fake” here is that you’re doing something that fakes your head with; to do something you don’t want to do … in Alice game for example children are told they’re playing a game where in fact they’re learning object oriented programming, another example if you want to learn team building instead of heading to boring sessions about team building go and play football with few of your friends … This way you fake your head you’re enjoying your time where in fact you’re learning team work skills while playing football.

If you know me or not you know that when I study I love to listen to songs and my performance increase if I get to hear a new album or a new song, the “head fake” here lies in the fact that I fake my head by telling it I’m listening to a new album where in fact am studying and the more interesting the songs to me the more I get deeper into studying, and in fact I also study while am online on MSN I fake my head by saying am online and having a cool messenger and seeing people pop online and offline just to forget the fact that am studying.

The question that may pop to your mind now and even mine why is it without internet I felt lost yesterday, it’s simply before I get DSL connection I used the “head fake” but on another faked thing I used to turn on Nile fm while studying I was faking my head that am listening to the radio and interacting with its presenters where in fact I was studying but as time changed I used my DSL and messenger and Facebook as a head fake for myself.

To study well today I dug out some old songs from my pc and played them and convinced myself that am enjoying them and the “head fake” worked well even without DSL or internet ….

Use the “head fake” in your life it may help you get through things you always fear to get through and wish me luck in my midterms 

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Patience

Long time ago i used to be the most optmistic person motivating others to hold on and just live their lives because they have to do so and keep achieving greater, the same feeling am suffering of today and i used to feel so many years ago and am still feeling so but there was always that something that keeps me going forward i was never bored of what am doing or the hours am living but somehow today and nearly through the past few weeks i really feel bored and tired of everything around me and i really do mean everything i feel that i can't wait anymore for a dramatic change in my life whether that change is a holiday or a new love or a summer internship i really can't wait to graduate just to break the boredom i have these days in my life .. i no longer have patience to wait for the change, and that's the main cause of my depression lately i guess... YaRab .. i want to break free.