Saturday, January 30, 2010

Pixar

In our graduation ceremony from Microsoft Internship, MS Egypt General manager while making his presentation suddenly stopped and looked at us and asked a very weird question .."Why can't you all be the next Pixar?" you can't imagine the looks at our faces when he asked this question we were all like :|:|:| .. he said why can't you someone tell me, and we were still all looking like :|:|:| and it seemed to be the only answer we could make.

Today i was watching the Pixar animation movie UP and at last i found the answer to this question ... the answer is IMAGINATION these guys really don't limit or drop creativity they have a pure Imagination, the thing we truly lack and always not encouraged to do ... with such educational system the answer to the question, we'll never be the next Pixar.

Friday, January 29, 2010

آه لو كنت اطير

آه لو كنت اطير
مثل عصفور صغير
كنت احيا في صفاء
بين أشجار وماء
في حما رب السماء
حيثما شئت أسير
آه لو كنت اطير

شعر لسة فاكره وحفظه من وانا في تالتة ابتدائي

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Dream again

Sometimes you have to wake up
then sleep and dream again
it's hard to put the puzzle into peices
it's hard when you work so hard to understand
you tend to reach all your goals
break the silence with your rise and falls
you see a beautiful flower shining in the air
sun falls on it gives a beautiful display
you try to run and hide
from all the troubles in your life
then you hit the walls and break the stones
....
cause sometimes you have to wake up
then sleep and dream again

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Put a record on

So i hear these words coming from my speakers singing "Put a record on" and everything seems strange and i find myself digging in your photos and everything seems to be somehow different and weird ... i feel that i lost you long ago and the moment of silence is broken by the words "That's ok in a way i'm free" so i start skipping the photos i hate the most, that reminds me of everything you really are and passed through some of me right there and i just laughed but some laughs are tougher than tears and found myself so puzzled and the words seems so interesting "It's too late or too soon, some other gonna come too soon" suddenly i remembered everything in a moment or two our past and what could have been with the singer voice fading slowly "Put it on i'll try to dry my eyes , my love"

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

RUN

I really don't know what am doing or where am going but i feel like running ... just like forrest

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Lack of planning

What i'm suffering of right now is a total result of lack of planning or maybe really bad planning
Rabena yostor

Friday, January 22, 2010

Dawn stars

I miss looking at the stars at the break of dawn
It's no longer the feeling i used to know
I miss waiting for the sunshine after the dark
Waiting for a brand new start
I miss just gazing at the far skies that are falling apart
Filled with those dreams that used to fill my heart
I miss looking at the stars at the break of dawn
It's no longer the feeling i used to know

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Where'd you go

To everyone i'm missing right now, Where'd you go

Contact (2)

"You're an interesting species. An interesting mix. You're capable of such beautiful dreams, and such horrible nightmares. You feel so lost, so cut off, so alone, only you're not. See, in all our searching, the only thing we've found that makes the emptiness bearable, is each other."

Vega's Message

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Networks Life


In the same period, wide area data communication went from 56 kbps (the ARPANET) to 1 Gbps (modern optical communication), a gain of more than a factor of 125 per decade, while at the same time the error rate went from 10-5 per bit to almost zero.

i have to cope with a 125 gain factor of knowledge per decade ... can i really do this do i have the power to do this and the tougher question do i want to do this.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Night dream

What's the difference between a good dream and a bad dream? the truth is that they both hurt you. If you wake up from a good dream you wake up to a painful reality, and when you have a bad dream you wake up too afraid to lose what you already have.

Hope you all Sleep well and have Sweet dreams

قلب فارس



انا قلبي قلب فارس ومش خايف
انا حاسس انا شايف
الحق هنا في قلبي
واهو رب الكون جنبي
هوا المالك هو الحارس
أنا قلبي قلب فارس

قلبي شبه سيفي درعي عشر ايآت
لون خيلي من طيفي ثابت حتى الممات
دور كده جواك هتلاقي فيك مني
هتلاقي في جواك فارس ومستني
يرمح على خيله ويقيد ظلام ليله
نور ربه ده دليله لو مره ضل وتاه
اهدني يا الله

اللهم اهدني واهدي بي وقوني وقوي بي وهب لي من لدنك نور في ظلام الفتن

Saturday, January 16, 2010

فاكس مش مذاكر

It's been late another night for him , wash his face looks at his mirror and says loudly فاكس مش مذاكر a wise sound gets through his head telling him to carry on but he doesn't seem to listen ... a much deeper voice within him is telling him and insisting on those words فاكس مش مذاكر

He decides to listen to the voice within and simply gives up ... decides to open Facebook or chat with anyone .. decides to go the next day to party and do something different .. decides that he's no longer going to waste his life doing this shit and simply the wise words of فاكس مش مذاكر becomes more dominating than ever and he seems to be enjoying every moment without studying.

"Wake up .. Wake up" a voice from far comes across his head .. "It's time to go to school .. Wake up you'll be late" ... suddenly he wakes up from that weird dream .. he's been dreaming all night of studying and his future and suddenly he shouts at his mom "فاكس مش رايح "

Friday, January 15, 2010

حاجة بتحبها

,Networks امبارح كنت قعدت حوالي 6 ساعات متواصلة أعمل ورق شرح
من غير ماحس بملل من غير مكتئب .... في حين بقالي شهر كامل مش عارف أذاكر 6 ساعات على بعد الموضوع ده فكرني برده بيَّ لما بيبقى في دماغي فكرة فيديو أنا ممكن أقعد يوم كله أنسى الدنيا ومافيها ومنامش غير لما يخلص في حين أدامي مشاريع للكلية تخلص على طول وبرده
مش قادر حتى أبدأ فيها وده يخليني ادعي

يا رب لما اتخرج اشتغل في حاجة بحبها

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Egyptian Kid



Mahmoud the Egyptian genius kid ... i'm not amazed by his achievements but all i'm amazed with is his vision ... An 11 year old kid sends an email message to Dr.Ahmed Zeweil saying "I'm gonna be younger than you when i win the Nobel Prize"... When i heard those words on TV i was like that's not just a genius kid, he's a kid with a vision at last i see someone with a vision and a defined vision and what an 11 year old kid.

Mahmoud knows things i didn't realize except when i was 20 years old, he is now holding more IT certificates than i am ... and more than this all he's Egyptian.

Now let's see what Egyptian people are interested in today in life :


This country is filled with Mahmoud but we're too busy really being something else we're wasting all that's Egyptian which is people like Mahmoud ... I believe Mahmoud isn't a genius or anything he's just a young kid who had his vision early, whose parents didn't force him to do anything and are running day and night teaching him something and making something out of him.

I was once asked in an interview who's the successful? i still remember the answer he's someone capable of knowing his potential and his passion ... A garbage man can be the best in town and better than an ordinary engineer.

If we just teach our kids to dream .. to aim high ... and the most important thing to have a vision this country won't have one Mahmoud .. but it'll be filled with Mahmoud's and these are the true Egyptian stars not anyone else.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Lost Again


The morning rises and a sun light shines through the air
it's another moment for me without you there
it's me again and once more i found my self ... Lost

A song keeps playing in my head
reminds me of all the things i should have said
it's me again talking to myself which is .. Lost

Another night pass me by
with my head preparing to wish another day a goodbye
it's me again in the same place i found my self .. Lost

My dreams are taking me there
but i wake up and it's all in vain
it's me again trying to understand the truth ... That maybe i''m lost without you

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Happiness (3)

In my quest for a happiness definition i just made up this one and maybe that's the best one.

"It's those tiny moments we pass by unnoticed, in our journey of achieving our dreams"

That means you'll never be happy unless you have a dream and you have a journey you're heading for.