The big bang machine

I was watching this documentary about the big bang machine and ohh my .. what was that i thought for a second or two i was watching a science fiction movie or something that's not real or can never be this is considerent the most expensive scientific experiment on earth .. it tries to reformulate the big bang (That's when the whole universe started) i just kept watching it and i felt amazed for how we as humans just keep searching for answers and still with all what we think is advanced technology we don't know the basics of the basics of this universe we're nothing but a sand drop in an endless desert, through watching this documentary i remembered the movie contact one of my all time favorite movies it's nearly the same idea but with different prespective the quest for knowing why and the strange thing is that the smaller we search for something like an electron or atom we build such massive stuff.

The question that lies in my head and i keep searching for answers for it even after having great curiousity to see this experiment comming to life is .. is it really worth spending 6 billion dollars on such experiments arent there many people in msasive need for that money, what would we benefit if we get the answer to those scientists questions .. really i don't know but i have to say that's one of the most impressive thing i've ever seen in my life, i wish one day i could work in such environment who knows :) .

here's part 1 of the documentary you can check the rest of the videos at this link

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=57AFCCB98A0BFBD5

now

I feel am running in hundred different direction and i don't know which way leads back to me.

Can't read you

Long time ago exactly in preparatory stage i used to walk every day for like two hours at home doing nothing but thinking about life maybe i was dreaming or was thinking .. i did nothing in this period of my life except thinking and thinking of why are we here and how my life could be in the future i always thought about my feelings and i became in a very efficient way able to identify everything happening inside me.

Sometimes i regret wasting that part of my life but on the other side i feel if i havent passed through that period i'd not have been what i am today and had these many thoughts and maybe i wouldn't have been a poet or a thinker.

I'm saying all this because it led to me that i can read people without speaking it became a challenge that i can read minds from everywhere even random people in the street i just look at them and feel how they feel try to have empathy with them... but there's only one person i totally can't read i can't even figure out what do they think or how do they feel for the first time i feel failure in my talent which is reading minds .. i want to tell that person simply i can't read you.


enjoy the song :)

mmm..

imagine urself having a dream and you can't figure out what it means and you can't ask how or why .

Life is a network

A few days ago i discovered that i can use network terminologies in my status messages on facebook and now i realize that every network term can be a double meaning to something in my head it's amazing that everything in this life is interconncected exactly like a network we have high cost paths and low cost .. we have ups and downs and networks failures, sometimes it's easy to ping send and recieve and other times you just have a destination host un-reachable or request time out, the beauty of this life is that wherever you go the more you know .. and the more you know the more you realize how small you're ..

Scream

Low tesma7eely

Hany adel deserves round of an applause for that song just love it ... he's always been one of my all time favorite singers its the simplicity of the voice and the lyrics enjoy

Under the water

I wrote your name under the water
but the waves just swept it away
tried to dig it in the sand
but time didn't give it a chance to stay
i wrote your name under the water
and i wasn't sad cause it was blown away
cause in my mind it'll always remain