Broken melody

Broken melody

I got what i wanted
but i lost what i already had
life is like a broken melody
you can get a good song
but you can never get a full track

I'm no super man

lately i found that song by coincidence and really being in my college i want to say to the world

I'm No Superman


Out the door
Just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by 8 am

The phone rings in the car
The wife is workin hard
She runnin late tonight again

Well I know what I’ve been told
U gotta work to feed the soul
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
I’m no superman

And you've got your love online
U think you're doin fine
But you’re just plugged into the wall

And that deck of tarot cards
Won’t get u very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall

Well I know what I've been told
U gotta know just when to fold,
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
I’m no superman

You’ve crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all?

I need u here with me
Cause love is all we need,
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall

Well I know what I’ve been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can’t do this all on my own

No I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
That I'm no
Superman
I’m no superman
I’m no superman

(Some day well be together)
I’m no superman
(Some day)
(Someday well be together)
(Someday)
I’m no superman

What's the score

What's the score i remember that part of Rob's show on Nile fm when he used to play music of movies in part of his show called what's the score for the past 2 days i've been mainly listening to movie scores and i downloaded many of them they just puts you in a good mood one of the best movie scores i got to download is the full soundtrack Album of Memoirs of a geisha i trully love that japanese taste in the album it makes me feel good and now i want to see the movie its amazing how can a piece of music make you want to see the movie itself :) anyway if you get the chance to download the movie score you have to it's worth it

Sleep ..

"When you feel so tired but you can't sleep " Coldplay

So true cause that's what i'm feeling these days the sleeping experience these days are much more difficult than before i don't go to sleep easily and when i sleep i'm haunted by really weird dreams mixing between the recent and the old and i won't tell you some are scary maybe since my brother has gone to the army and the sleeping experience in my room Is really different my brother used to suffer from the same thing when he used to be here :D and i used to tell him i put my head under the pillow then zzz...........

I wonder does the problem lie in my room or does it lie inside of me ... or maybe both

My :Life

My life is like a FIFA game i always get closer to the goal but i never score :)

Goodbye Planet rock

It was always sad to have a show or a presenter leaving from NILE FM but i really feel so bad today to see planet rock show coming to an end really it was my first time to feel that emotional to a show coming to an end remembering all the moments i shared with that show ... I never used to be that rock head but to the opposite i hated rock all along till i met Safi and i ran the nile fm forums and they totally changed my perespective towards Rock it was more than an experience the first time i started hearing the show was like 3 years ago i had an engineering drawing report that had to be delivered and it was midnight i felt alone till i turned Nile fm loud to planet rock and amazingly enough i had my drawings done but i had great time making them.

The best thing about radio is to get to share your moments with listeners like all the memories i remember right now by the end of the show i remember a one night Tuesday and we had opened the first chat room for the forum and we had that crazy idea to have safi online with us and yeah we stayed online till 2 am we were online and part of the show.

I'll never forget cracking my mind every tuesday and changing my status on MSN to it's rock night and thinking about the topics of rock your mind one of the things abt planet rock that made it so special that it used to run so late that you are all by yourself and you had to crack many stuff from your inside maybe that's why many people had great memories with it.

In the end as many things happening to me in life it just keeps moving on so fast that we hardly notice and don't we always seem to know what we got till it's gone so true

as safi used to end his show always by saying

"Stay safe be positive and no matter what you do ROCK ON "

Another story

There's another one that's another story
you're in love with him for me that's a glory
it's no longer a mystery for my mind
it's time for your picture to leave my sight
you think of him day and night
now i won't suffer like you
There's another one that's a new story
for you it's the start
for me it's an end but with glory


just random thoughts :D not dedicated to anyone.

Savin' me

The terminal

Getting to see a movie from the start to the end is nearly impossible for me these days but i got to see the last 15 minutes from the movie the terminal for Tom hanks i always wshed to see it from the beginning but hey i got to see the final 15 minutes and i'll always remember the scene at the very end of the movie , i believe Tom hanks deserves an Oscar when he got the final jazz player signature and he just takes a taxi .. and tells him i want to go home after a really long tiring journey we just want to go home.

Cry

I really want to cry
i feel the tears there in my eyes
I try to stop them but i can't
They just seem to be against me
like many things in my raging sea
I just try to stop them but i can't
Try just to dry them by my hands
but they fall faster than before
seems that i can't take that anymore
I feel the tears there in my eyes
If you try to see them you won't
cause they fall only when I am alone

Thoughts

If i get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me threaten' the life it belongs

This part of the song 2 am is recently in my mind i have two reasons to so much believe in these words the first reason is writing when u have words inside and you fear them and you just can't keep them inside of you it's a threat that they get buried inside of us while they can go out in the form of beautiful words on a paper.


The 2nd reason is exams in our college when specially the conversions exam i wish to get all what i know :D down on a paper so it becomes no longer inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to which is the exams paper :)

That's me :)

I don't know why do i love that picture so much that it's my desktop wallpaper and my MSN display picture i don't know i feel myself in that picture so much these days i'm like that guy just holding tight to the hope of making this true you can see it feel it from his eyes he's using every part of his body even his legs to tie the robe to the wood ... the wood which is part of the boat he's making a boat that would take him to a place he wants it'd take him home , that's life we keep fighting to go to the place we want the place we'll feel safe we'll feel happy we want to go home.

Breathe (2am)

I can't believe how amazing the songs are these days and the Lyrics ohh my God i can't believe how great lyrics these tunes have i wish i could write stuff like this one day ... mmmm .. i Hope so really.

I always had this song in my mind and nver got it's name it was confusing with Gwen Steffany song also called 2 am but this one is waaay to much better it's sung by Anna nalick and i found it at last when was listening to yahoo music by the way yahoo music rocks my world these days it play all the song i really want to lsten to while studying any way just take a deep breath :) and breathe while listening to the song and read its lyrics :)

2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season.
Yeah we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel
you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around

2Am and I'm still awake writing this song
If i get it all down on paper
it's no longer inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand...yeah breath
Just breathe, ohho breathe

Gone

While listening to that song right now i realized that i had many people and things that are just GONE from my life

There's a thousand words that I can say,
To make you come home.
Yeah,
Seems so long and ago you walked away,
Left me alone.
I remember what you said to me,
You were acting so strange. (Yeah)
And maybe I was too blind to see,
that you needed a change.
Was it something I said,
to make you turn away,
to make you walk out and leave me cold.
If I could just find a way...
to make it you so that you'll be right here,
Right now

Chorus

I've been sitting here,
Can't get you off my mind,
I'm trying my best a man and be strong
I drove myself insane,
Wishing I could touch your face,
But the truth remains...
You're, Gone, (gone)
Baby, you're gone,
You're, Gone,
Baby Girl, you're gone,
Gone,
You're...

I don't want to make excuses baby,
won't change the fact that you're gone (gone)
If there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know,
Time is passing so slowly now,
Guess that's my life without you. (Guess that's my life without you)
Baby, I can change my everyday,
Baby, I don't want to.
I'll just hang around, and find some things to do,
Take my mind off missing you.
(Take my mind off missing you)
And I know in my heart,
You can say that you don't want me to,
Please say you do...
(Yeah)


Bridge

What will i do
if i cant be with you
tell me where will i turn to
baby who?
now that we are apart
am i still in your heart?
baby why dont you see?
That i need you here with me..
Ohh-ohhh!

Chorus

I've been sitting here, (sitting here)
Can't get you off my mind, (can't get you off of my mind)
I'm trying my best a man and be strong, (trying my best to be a man)
I've drove myself insane,
Wishing I could touch your face,
But the truth remains...(truth remains)
You're, Gone, (sitting here)
I've drove myself insane,
Wishing I could touch your face,
But the truth remains... (truth remains)
You're, Gone,
You're, Gone.
Baby, you're gone,
But the truth remains...
you're...

End of today

The best thing about that place is that nobody so far knows about it i feel like talking and actually no body is online there to listen today i said it was a smiley day it was so till i started studying that thing called systems and instead of trying to study i kept blaming and cursing the doctor :D and it's a real mess it's true that subject is either gonna drive me insane or insane :) Waiting for a better tomorrow a smiley one hopefully all day long and i want to gather the words i keep saying these days in one sentence

el 7mdolilah ...ME VS ELECTRICITY حياتك تقدملك احتمالات بلا حدود !!! فماذا نحن بفاعلون و ماذا عن محاضرة الفضيلة

Start of a day

it's amazing how you can start your day with a smile; you have these days that you wake up and find the world smiling and everything is fine maybe today was something like that i hope it continue like that to the end of the day

!!!! ماذا نحن بفاعلون

That words truly describes me now wondering !!!! ماذا نحن بفاعلون after spending 3 days i discovered that i badly estimated time and i nearly benefited nothing from the past 3 days it feels glad to be back to the blog here i'll use it every now and then to say what want to say i wonder will i keep its link unknown to people or will i publish it one day who knows anyway 'll talk about many stuff later now let's go to sleep and pray God a better days to come isA